Showing posts with label mental illness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label mental illness. Show all posts

Tuesday, November 18, 2025

In Memory Of Frank Peoples

 Frank Peoples was a friend of mine.


Sadly he committed suicide. He suffered from mental illness and he was off of his medicine. He threw himself in front of a subway in New York City. He was buried in a potter’s field and we never had a ceremony celebrating his life.

Frank was a vibrant person full of life, friendly and outgoing. He would enthusiastically lead the congregation in songs.

Year ago I was trying to create a poetry magazine called “Stop And Listen”. It never came to fruition. But at that time Frank sent me the following. I had forgotten about it until now.


Blue Bird

By Frank Peoples age 10

A streak of blue
I saw it fly
As blue as any
Summer sky

As blue as
Any violet
How clearly I
Can see it yet

Nor am I likely
To forget
The streak of blue go wingin’ by
Like some small kinfolk of the sky


I wrote a piece of poetry in remembrance of Frank.

In Memory Of Frank Peoples

By John Kaniecki

You’re home among the stars
Christ’s blood washed away your sin
Now God can begin
To heal your scars
You were a troubled soul
Who dared to dream
Beautiful, wonderful
Always had some scheme
Triking all about
Trying to figure life out
We shared a similar cross
And your death
Is humanity’s loss
You loved to sing songs of praise
Even in your hazy fuzzy craze
Now you have endless days
To walk in the Spirit’s ways
Perhaps in the universe to soar
For ever more
A captain of your own starship
Giving the Klingons the slip
Live long and prosper
What more can I offer?
Life truly has no end
And you Frank Peoples
Will always be my friend



Frank Peoples was an extraordinary ordinary man. In my book “Poet To The Poor, Poems Of Hope For The Bottom One Percent” I celebrate the common man. Through poems of unsung heroes or through obscure people that I know it is a book not to be missed.





Saturday, August 2, 2025

Hot Black Coffee and a Cigarette

 Hot Black Coffee and a Cigarette

 

A thousand demos a day

All I can do is pray

When I rock and roll

It comes from the soul

I have sung them blues

Lived a life of bad news

 

Hot black coffee and a cigarette

How could life get better yet

Just enough to keep me going

Just enough to keep me growing

Hot black coffee and a cigarette

 

Looking for a soul to steal

The devil comes to make a deal

But I see through his disguise

Cause his words are only lies

The way Satan he function

He’ll take you to down to destruction

 

Hot black coffee and a cigarette

How could life get better yet

Just enough to keep me going

Just enough to keep me growing

Hot black coffee and a cigarette

 

Right now I’m below low

Up is the only way to go

Hitch hiking for a rocket

Only got three dollars in my pocket

But three will pay the toll

On the highway of Rock and Roll

 

Hot black coffee and a cigarette

How could life get better yet

Just enough to keep me going

Just enough to keep me growing

Hot black coffee and a cigarette

 

I see a light in the black night

I see a light burning green with delight

I hear a voice that always calls

I feel a hand that lifts as I fall

I may never make it to the top

But the truth is I’ll never stop

 

Hot black coffee and a cigarette

How could life get better yet

Just enough to keep me going

Just enough to keep me growing

Hot black coffee and a cigarette

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Monday, July 10, 2023

A Mad Melody

 A Mad Melody

 

When thoughts melt into random waves

And you’re sure that Jesus really saves

If only you could escape to someplace warm

But the worm in charge demands you conform

 

A mad melody of the lock in the key

It’s not jail but you’re far from free

Salute the institute of psychiatry

A mad melody of the lock in the key

 

Song lyrics communicate secret thoughts

The world is dying but you ain’t caught

Throw away your money try to be free

Anarchy is more than a philosophy

 

A mad melody of the lock in the key

It’s not jail but you’re far from free

Salute the institute of psychiatry

A mad melody of the lock in the key

 

I could have been an engineer if I stayed away from the beer

I could have been an engineer with a great career

I am falling from a higher calling why don’t you believe

In the end friend what you gave the same you shall receive

 

The Library of Congress sent an email

The poet of the day shall now prevail

Who cares if it lacks any symmetry

Nonsensical creates a mad melody

 

A mad melody of the lock in the key

It’s not jail but you’re far from free

Salute the institute of psychiatry

A mad melody of the lock in the key

 

Calm down take the pills they give

It’s a bad break but still you’ll live

Once more the sun will shine from above

I am sure I have begun divine love.

 

A mad melody of the lock in the key

It’s not jail but you’re far from free

Salute the institute of psychiatry

A mad melody of the lock in the key


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Tuesday, January 10, 2023

In The Quiet Room

 In The Quiet Room

 

by John Kaniecki

 

MADNESS, Madness, madness

An endless mantra

My sacred curse

This vitriol verse

My mind meanders in murky doom

As I sit

As I wait

IN THE QUIET ROOM!!

The large wooden door

Massively secure

Is full of scratches and dents

From previous occupants

I begin to thrust my weight

Against the study gate

Time after time after time

My keepers in angry breath

Threaten me with death

If I don't cease my crime

It is not their harsh laws

Bat rather

The futility of the cause

That makes me repent

 

There is a window

Blazing glorious light

I see the marvelous glow

But nothing is right

I am an inmate

Of  Greystone

Which is infamously known

A ferocious reputation

Of dark damnation

Is its own

In my manic delusion

My eyes inherit illusion

I gaze

Not upon the sun in the sky

But rather I see

God in all his glory

I do not lie

 

I curse the Almighty's name

Though my faith devout

Still I shout

And blasphemies I proclaim

Such is the depths of my pain

Such is the insanity in my brain

But my eyes burn

And a lesson I learn

God you may defy

But never look Him in the eye

Don't even try

 

Moments

Melt to minutes

My mind dissipates

As voices in my head

Vocally debates

I calmly observe

Listening to all that is said

Suddenly

They open the door

I am pacified

Gone is the war

In my surrender

I can scarcely remember

What I was fighting for

 

From Dorm Sixty Two

These words are true

Judge not pilgrim

Don't condemn my sin

It could happen to you

Madness may consume

And you my find

Life unkind

In the quiet room

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Sunday, January 1, 2023

Sylvia

 Sylvia

 

By John Kaniecki

 

My love she lies beside me sleeping our dream

My breath is hushed as my pen dictates scream

She is the angel that makes life easy

She is the devil that knows how to please me

Lover, Friend, Doctor, Nurse, Mother and Wife

The steadfast anchor the Love of my life

How many angry words have you forgave?

How many times my life came to save?

I do not have any greater desire

Then to kiss your lips and embrace your fire

 

You are fantasy a lady and more

In agony the woman I adore

When the well is empty from you I drink

When my mind is barren your thoughts I think

 

You are my black rose delicately tough

I ask for more I’ll never have enough

I pray your inner hopes of righteousness

Will awaken you with fulfillment’s soft kiss

I am the sage you humble to a fool

I am a god your life I cannot rule

Sleep dear child as I chase futility

You will never know what you mean to me

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Friday, July 16, 2021

Raven

 Raven

 

Angels may fly to celestial heights

Of glorious colors mostly whites

But ravens, dark and grim

Are merely shades and shadows of Him

Tall Scarecrow talk of living hell

Of all of the intricate moments tell

Raven

Nevermore only for the poor?

Poe some moral whore

But who am I to count the score?

Jesus & Jesus alone

Pick the meat from the bone

Dark wings, lice stings, see what tomorrow brings

Blessings from the King of Kings

Fly Raven fly, fly and cry, cry Raven cry, fly

Heaven is low

But don’t you know

Heaven is low 


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Thursday, July 15, 2021

Cry Freedom (To Trudy My Nurse)

Cry Freedom (To Trudy My Nurse)

 

By John Kaniecki

 

Cry freedom, cry and wail

Awesome, awesome is your tale

Steven Biko the former saint

With rainbow colors so you paint

Cry freedom, shout the scream

Never sleep, never doubt the dream

Words they fail

Actions prevail

Cry freedom I shall cry along

Together the better in melodic song

Righteousness, bliss & sweet lover’s kiss

Evil is wrong

CRY FREEDOM CRY!

Live or die, Love is why!

The chorus before us
Jesus

Messiah on the cross

His gain our loss?

Cry freedom cry

NO MORE TO CRUCIFY

Cry freedom cry

Truth tells no lie 


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Thursday, February 11, 2021

My Summer Friend

 In memory of my good friend Barbara Bond. A kind soul who cared for everybody.

My Summer Friend

 

Summer came and summer went

Days of endless laughter spent

Wear your sweater weather’s cool

Dust off your books back to school

Say farewell goodbye time to part

You’ll live forever in my heart

 

Summer’s dying

A new horizon

Our time will come again

My summer friend

 

Life is a voyage a long trail

We succeed and often fail

Walking with you was fantastic

In a summertime of magic

A season I journeyed with you

I wish you skies ever blue

 

Summer’s dying

A new horizon

Our time will come again

My summer friend

 

Leaves brown fall is here

You’re gone but often near

Though the weather’s unkind

Your still here in my mind

And I say to you today

You’re still bright as a summer day

 

Summer’s dying

A new horizon

Our time will come again

My summer friend



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